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FiNaLLy UpdAtiNg Aug. 11th, 2006 @ 06:01 pm
Wow it's been so long ..

I ended up getting an A in Abnormal Psych, B+ in History and B+ in Sociology. The B+ in sociology was an 89.33 and he wouldn't round it up to an A. So, in the second week of July, my summer finally started.

I've been working full time and been hanging out with people I don't see often, like Evelyn, Stacy, Liz, Amanda and Danielle. I went to the beach a couple of times but not nearly enough. I went to Stacy's wedding in July, it was fun. I saw a lot of people I haven't seen in a while so that was nice.

I had orientation for Rutgers the other day and I ran into Joelle there. It turns out we have some classes together, awesome. It turned out that 55 of my credits transfered and I only lost 9. I have mixed feelings about starting school though. I think it's gonna be hard, cuz at Middlesex there was virtually no work and tests were so easy. Plus I'm taking six classes as opposed to my usual four, which include Biomed Issues, Cognition, Soc of Deviant Behavior, Conditioning and Learning, Social Psych and some class called Transition Seminar that I have to take. I'm actually looking forward to some of them.

I went to Pennsylvania with Joe and some of his friends a few weekends ago. That was the only vacation I had this summer. But it was fun so it's ok. But next summer I def wanna go to Wildwood again.

Things with Joe are good. It's so crazy to think that we've been dating for 3 years as of July 19. He slept over last night after 'Thursday night dinner' and we had a really amazing time. I've been going out with a bunch of my friends on Thursday nights since like, March, so it's become a weekly thing. The people are generally the same, with some additions or absences each week but it's always fun.

Aight time to go, I'll probably write in this again in another 3 months haha, laterr
Current Mood: giggly
Current Music: T.I. - Get Loose

i ToLd YoU NoT To BeLieVe iN Me May. 14th, 2006 @ 05:49 pm
So this semester ended with an A in italian, B+ in precalc and a B in philosophy. I take my american lit final the last week in May but so far I have all A's there. I put my books for this past semester on half.com yesterday and already made a sale, awesome.


I found out that you need 54 credits to park at Rutgers, I have 52. Seems like one summer class would be necessary and all will be well. However, I get no credit for the social psych class I took last summer because it was an internet class and at Rutgers it has to be in classroom to get credit for it. That and the fact that my math class last semester didn't transfer. So I will be taking three summer classes, one for three hours in the morning mon-thurs, the other two three hours in the evenings mon,wed and tues,thurs. So, until I finish the Ameirican lit class, I will be busy with 4 classes.. what a great summer. They will be done the first week in July so at least I get two months off.

Joe finally got a car, 2004 WRX, manual, black, all windows tinted 5%, exhaust. Its so hot and he looks so hot in it. This coming weekend we are going to wildwood with a bunch of his friends, this should be super fun and since he got his car I won't have to drive which is awesome.

Stephanie and I saw Poseidon last night. It was super intense. I'm still deciding whether or not I liked it. Very graphic and there were dead bodies everywhere, with their eyes open, eww.
Current Mood: aggravated
Current Music: Armor For Sleep - Awkward Last Words

NoThiNG iS EvEryThiNg aNd EvEryThiNg iS SoMeThiNg Apr. 27th, 2006 @ 06:37 pm
This update is for Mallory lol..

So I got accepted to Rutgers, to all the colleges so I picked Rutgers College of course .. That was a huge weight off my shoulders cuz now I know what I'm doing in the fall.

I had a take home precalc test due Wednesday and an in-class test that day as well, so I hope I did well bc I need to pass this stupid class lol. And apparently I can't register for classes next semester until August when I have my orientation so that really sucks .. so much for trying to get into my friends classes. I want to dorm and put down Maggie and Vicki as my roommates so we'll see if that happens.

I can't wait for school to be over! three more days of it ..
Current Mood: anxious
Current Music: August Burns Red - Barbarian

i HeaRd YoUr HeaRt SinK iNto YoUr CheSt WheN YoU reAd ThE woRdS i WroTe Apr. 21st, 2006 @ 10:48 pm
So school is finally almost over .. two more weeks to go. I'm taking a summer class [us history 1] which starts may 22 so i only get two weeks off but its better than nothing. I'm still waiting to hear a response from Rutgers and I got inducted into Alpha Mu Gamma on Tuesday. I have yet to make a schedule since I don't know which school I will be attending in the fall so it sucks bc I know I'm gonna end up with shitty classes since it's so late. I can't wait to start going to the beach .. Joe and I went on Easter and I couldn't wait til I can go in the water and lay out and get tan. I went shopping a few times lately and got some cute summer clothes and this wacky weather is preventing me from wearing them.

I'm super nervous for my finals bc I am sucking in precalc. This is the first semester that I went to almost all my classes and its the worst I've been doing grade wise .. makes no sense to me. As long as I get at least a C in precalc and philosophy I'll be happy. I have an A in american lit and an A in italian but if I don't make the deans list I don't get $100 and that's not cool.
Current Mood: sleepy
Current Music: Secret Lives Of The Freemasons - And Then A Hurricane

Mar. 10th, 2006 @ 05:06 pm
Wow I haven't written in this forever. I found Maggie's journal and decided I needed to write in mine. It's my last semester at MCC and I applied to Rutgers for the fall .. hopefully I'll get in. I still work at Acme .. still with Joey .. nothing really changed .. but I'm gonna try to start remembering to write in this again.
Current Mood: good
Current Music: Roses Are Red - White And Gold

Sep. 6th, 2005 @ 03:43 pm
Wow I haven't written in this thing in forever ..

I had a pretty good summer .. I went to LBI for a week with Brianne in July. It was really relaxing and I got a good tan. It was Joey and I's longest time away from each other in two years .. we missed each other a lot but we talked on the phone a lot and of course hung out as soon as I got home lol.

Two days after I got home from vacation my other summer class started. This one actually required me to go to school .. since it was public speaking. Needless to say I was dreading this class bc I'm very shy and afraid of talking in public. But I made some friends and got an A- so it wasn't that bad. Both the classes had their finals on the same day so that sucked. But in the end I got an A in social psych so this summer was two A's in the bag for me.

I worked full time as well .. I am completely unhappy at my job bc I cannot stand my boss. I just got a raise though .. 40 cents more so thast's the only up part of it. I still want to find another job as soon as I can though.

I had this red circle on my arm for a few days and when my mom saw it she freaked out and brought me to the ER so we could see it it was lymes disease. Joey was all worried so he left work to some see me .. i love him so much .. so the nurse tried to take some blood but he had to stick the needle in one of my hands, my arm and then my other hand before he could finally find my vein and I hate needles so it sucked so bad. So the doctor gave me antibiotics for lymes disease and me and my mom went home and Joey went home to shower than came over.

School started today .. I'm taking art history, history of western civ II, intermediate italian, math, and computer applications. I am gonna drop the art history though .. I needed to take an art class for my major and I thought this one would be more about history than art but everyone in my class is a hardcore art major so imma drop it tomorrow.
Current Mood: crappy
Current Music: 40 Below Summer - Hatemail

Jun. 19th, 2005 @ 10:04 pm
I had my first Saturday off from work since October yesterday. I got Joe around 10 and we went to Rag Shop and he bought me $62 worth of scrap book supplies haha .. then we went to Sam Ash and he got a new guitar. Then we came back to my house and had chinese food cuz this guy I work made me really mad so to make up for it he got me a gift certificate for China One haha. We bummed around the whole day and when he left I worked some more on my scrapbook.

Today I worked 7-3 then came home and we had dinner for fathers day. Brianne wanted to hang out so I walk outside and some strange lady is talking to my grandmother. I walk out and shes like "are you the lucky one? the owner of the silver car?" and I said "yea....." and I look and see a 240sx with its rear end towards the rear end of my car ands she's like "come here..." and I was like "you hit my car?!" and so she told me that her son's car rolled down their driveway and slammed into the back of my car in my driveway and that he wasn't even in it. It was so freakin random. So when I looked there is a really slight dent and my exhaust tip got pushed all the way in, and there's red paint all over my car. I'm just glad that there's not an obvious dent. But the guy said he'd fix it tomorrow and not to worry so its ok I guess. But how random is it that a car rolled down the driveway and into mine .. why not my mom's or my sister's? lol aight later
Current Mood: drained

i DonT KnOw WhY i EvEn Try Jun. 16th, 2005 @ 06:59 pm
Life has been ok lately ... my summer class started on monday .. social psych. I need to read ch1 by the end of the week so I can take the quiz but everytime I try to read it I don't absorb any of it .. like when I finish reading a page I have no idea what I just read. I guess I can't comprehend in the summer lol

I broke up with Joe on Sunday .. Everything just came to a head and I couldn't do it anymore. Were still talking and stuff so I don't know if its gonna be permanent a break up but we'll see what happens.

I'm looking into buying a new amp bc mine isn't too powerful. I have a whole list of what I want to do to my car this summer .. tint the windows, new subs and amp, dynamat the trunk, I wanna get it detailed cuz it's dirty as hell, and I'm considering lowering it an inch or so. Good thing I'm working 40 hour weeks. I was thinking about working at a bank bc Brianne's friend works at Commerce and she's making over $10 an hour so I'm gonna start looking into that .. plus its right across the street from my house.

I've been hanging out with Carolyn and Brianne lately .. and Alex occasionally. I missed everybody so much when they were away at school. I'm so distracted from college right now too, cuz after being around Joe for so long and all his friends who didn't go to college and seeing how they're making $18 an hour at 19 years old makes me so mad cuz why am I stuck with a $7.80 an hour job, ya think I woulda gotten a substantial raise by now since I've been there for 2 years lol .. guess not.

Aight I'm out ..
Current Music: Eighteen Visions - I Let Go

Jun. 9th, 2005 @ 09:24 pm

So this week I was in Wildwood with Joey .. I had such a great time .. We left around 10 on Sunday and went to Seville Diner for breakfast .. we left around 11 and got there around 1 .. we couldn't check in til 3 so we went to the boardwalk for 2 hours and walked around.  Around 3 we went and checked in and relaxed for a little bit then went out to dinner .. then to the boardwalk again.

Monday was fun .. Emily, Steve, Amanda and her bf and Stephanie and her bf were in Cape May for prom so they came to Wildwood for the day and chilled with me and Joey .. and and and .. I finally got my tattoo .. I'll post a picture hehe .. its on my lower back right between my dimples lol.   Then Monday night we went on the Dolphin Dinner Cruise.   It was really cool .. we went on a boat to down by Cape May and saw a whole bunch of dolphins but it was so cool cuz they were like right by the shore .. my camera battery was dead so I had to turn it on, zoom all the way in and take the picture before the dolphin went back underwater so I only got one decent pic :( After that we were pooped so we went back to the room and relaxed.

Tuesday we went to the beach then the boardwalk .. we saw The Longest Yard bc come on .. who doesn't go to the movies when they are at the beach lol .. but it was a really good movie.  Wednesday was boardwalk and beach all day too .. and Joe got his tattoo too .. on his inner arm.

Today we left to come home .. left around 10 and were home by noon .. After I unpacked, I visited Emily at work to say hi and then hung out with Alex for a while.  I went to Middlesex to get my book for my Social Psych class that starts Monday and basically chilled all day cuz I'm so tired lol.

A Few Wildwood Pics )

Current Mood: sleepy
Current Music: watching mtv movie awards

iLL MeET YoU At The RivEr WhEre We BotH cAn cLeAR OuR HeaDs May. 25th, 2005 @ 09:42 pm
So my grades this semester were overall pretty good, an A in Child Psychology, and A in sociology, a B in English Comp II, and a C in Health haha cuz she factored in attendence lol.

I've been hanging out with Brianne and with Alex a lot lately .. I've been missing chillin with my girls .. I just need to get together with Carolyn cuz I miss her oh so much.

I've been working 40 hour weeks trying to save for wildwood, so far my total savings are $4.76 and the countdown is 10 days lol. But I'm getting 2 more paychecks so it should turn out ok.

I'm so happy to be going on vacation with Joey .. he is the greatest thing that has ever happened to me and I can't wait to be with him alone for 5 days. He makes me the happiest person in the world and I don't know where I'd be without him. He's always there to make me feel good about myself or to help me through every situation. He is so patient with me even though I'm absolutely crazy lol .. I have the most amazing boyfriend in the world .. and I know that everyone says that about their boyfriend .. but I really do have the most amazing boyfriend. He totally understands when I freak out over little things or when I blow things completely out of proportion. And whenever I'm upset he comforts me and makes me feel so much better .. ::sigh:: Joey I love you so much.
Current Mood: In Love
Current Music: He Is Legend - The Seduction

May. 12th, 2005 @ 10:52 am

So I got an A on my English final and an A on the essay part of my sociology final.  I don't find out the rest til the 17th though. 

So we got a kitty .. for a night lol.  We decided to give it to Amanda since ever since my dad got bit by a cat he hates them .. but it was the cutest kitty in the world .. click on the link and seeee

Things have been pretty rough lately .. I don't know if some things are gonna last much longer .. I can't take it anymore .. drives me crazy .. and I don't deserve to have to feel like this .. ugh .. later

 

KiTtY )


PaSs The fLaSk aNd cLoSe YoUr EyeS May. 5th, 2005 @ 04:14 pm
Two and a half finals down, two and a half to go. I had health yesterday and english and the essay part of sociology today. I love my sociology teacher, I had no idea what the answer was for one question so I gave up and went to hand it in and he checked the whole thing over, going over each one and telling me it was right, then flat out giving me the answer for the one I left blank .. that's hot.

Starting next week I'm gonna be working 40 hours at my job instead of 35 .. I'm actually excited cuz I'll be making a little more money for Wildwood. So far I lost 10 pounds but I wanna lose like 10 more before Wildwood so hopefully that will happen .. now I just cant wait for it to get warm cuz I have all new skirts and halter tops and shit that I wanna wear so bad! lol.

I can't believe that school is over on tuesday .. damn. Tuesday is also Joey's birthday .. I had the greatest present in mind but because I was so sick last week I didnt go into work for two days and am getting the shittiest paycheck on earth and can no longer afford his present lol .. so I'm downgrading it to something else haha. I got my mother this bouquet of flowers from 1-800-Flowers and it was 20% off if you get it delivered on certain days and what can I say I'm poor so we had it delivered yesterday. It looks so nice and she really likes it.

I'm such a loser bc I cannot wait to see the season finale of making the band tonight. I didnt even watch the show throughout the season, its just that I was sick last week so all I did was watch tv and there happened to be a making the band marathon and now I'm so into it lol.

Last night me and Joey just drove around for a while and talked .. it was a lot of fun cuz even though we've been together for like a year and a half, I still find out new things about him all the time. Not that he keeps things from me, just that we get into weird conversations and shit .. we went to Millstone (or something like that) cuz he was telling me about this scary road and hell yea it was scary .. it was like through farms and shit .. it reminded me of jeepers creepers two lol.

I finally got nails put on, its so hard to type on my laptop with them cuz the keys are flat, the regular keyboard is so much easier lol. Ok this is the most randomest entry ever .. but I'm out .. later.
Current Music: The Bled - Porcelain Hearts and Hammers For Teeth

Apr. 25th, 2005 @ 11:23 am
I feel like I never write in here anymore .. but I have my laptop now so I'll probably write more. I've been trying to install my ipod software into this and it wont let my songs from the other computer come onto this one so it seems like I'm going to have to download them all on this comp which I don't want to do ..

I went shopping on Friday with Carolyn. Got five shirts from AE .. halter tops and tank tops .. it made me so excited for summer time and the beach and wildwood and LBI .. I can't believe that two weeks from today I will be done with my freshman year of college .. and no I'm not gonnna go on like everyone else about how weird it was bc I still feel like I'm in high school .. I drive to class, come home when class is over, go to work, hang out with Joe, nothing I didn't do in high school .. I don't even go to parties anymore lol .. I guess I outgrew that phase of my life lol.

What excites me now is that my mom basically kicked me out lol .. well she said that she wants me to get an apartment next year when I go to Rutgers bc I'll be too old to still be living at home .. and I'm so excited because I feel like I missed out on so much this year because I still live at home and I still have a fuckin curfew .. and I'm in the process of looking for a new job because I'm sick of spending 35 hours a week at my job and not even getting $8 and hour. Plus, I can't stand my boss at ALL and my favorite co-worker is leaving in a few weeks, and my other favorite co-worker just left so there's really no reason to have to deal with my boss for such a low hourly rate lol. I'm gonna try to find something for $10 an hour ..

I got my system installed a few weeks ago .. it bumps pretty nicely lol .. now I just gotta work on the tinting .. Joe tried to give me a muffler bc hes set on me having an exhaust on my car .. its huge .. like bigger than a small child lol .. I don't think I want it though lol bc then I would have to lower my car cuz it would look hotter lol

I've been to so many car dealers lately cuz Joey is looking for a new car and is so freakin picky .. he's narrowed it down to a '99 Eclipse GS-T so if anyone knows anyone selling one .. lemme know haha .. but not a gs, it has to be a gs-t lol .. he's making me crazy lol. I found my dream car in our searching though .. BMW 645ci .. the car that 50 cent is in at the drive up window at the end of the candyshop video .. we were at a Nissan dealer and some guy drove up in it .. holy shit I wanted it so bad lol.
Current Mood: lazy
Current Music: Saosin - Lost Symphonies

Apr. 16th, 2005 @ 06:29 pm
I went to Baltimore last weekend with Brianne .. it was fun .. I bought a coach bag .. came home sunday afternoon and Joey came over to see me cuz he missed me lol .. the we went to his house later that night and chilled.

I worked 11:30 - 6:30 monday, tuesday and wednesday .. finally had Thursday off so I skipped my classes and hung out with Joey .. he woke me up around 9:45 and we went to get my system installed .. it sounds pretty good .. we hung out allllll freakin day lol .. like 12 hours lol .. we havent been able to do that in a while so it was really nice ..

I worked 11:30 - 6:30 on Friday then I went shopping with my mommy. We went to buy my laptop but the sales dude said it is gonna be on sale next week so were going back tomorrow. Today I worked 7-12 then went with Joe to his brother's baseball game .. after I left Joey I hung out with Carolyn for a little bit and now I have to start my 5 page paper due monday .. but as you can see I'm still procrastinating lol .. laterr
Current Mood: distracted
Current Music: Emery - Walls

Apr. 6th, 2005 @ 09:16 am
School has been going well .. i finally made my schedule for next semester .. history of western civ II, some math class, art history, and this 3 hour computer class .. woo hooo.. and then in the summer im taking social psychology but its an internet course so I dont actually have to get up early or anything lol and then im taking public speaking for four weeks at the end of july .. im still debating over whether I should take italian .. I need it for my major but like its only at 2pm two days a week and that interferes with so much stuff.. I like all my classes early so I can go to work after ya know .. ill hafta take it over winter break.

So me and joey are going to wildwood in june .. we already booked the hotel and shit. I need money so badly its not even funny .. I STILL need my windows tinted, my system installed, and my tattoo lol .. and now saving for wildwood. I work 35 hours a week but I only get $7.80. That was cool when I was 16.. but now that im 18 I want a higher paying job .. its just that I really dont wanna leave the bakery .. I mean the other day i was there for six hours and all I did was write a 1 pg paper for english, a 1 pg paper for child psych and made 4 strawberry shortcakes. Its such an easy job and I get school work done during it and she gives me whatever days I want off .. I get paid for 35 hours for the week im in wildwood .. and this weekend when im going to balitmore with brianne I get paid 8 hours for saturday. So I asked her about a raise and she said that we dont get merit raises .. just across the board ones but she said shes gonna ask someone about it for me lol .. hopefully i can get like $8.50 otherwise I'm getting a different job for the summer.
Current Mood: sleepy

Mar. 31st, 2005 @ 08:47 am
Wow i havent written in a while .. right now im in the library at school with Maria cuz we hate english so we didnt go .. im so bored of going to school .. i got A's on all my midterms and get A's on all my papers .. and i havent even gone an entire week yet .. i was trying to this week and with the exception of skipping english .. i went to every class. I just get so bored .. laterr

Feb. 28th, 2005 @ 02:25 pm
Quick update .. today is my half birthday haha .. 6 more months til 19 haha. Nothing has really been going on lately .. hung out with Carolyn last week .. we went to bridgewater so I could get my lipgloss from sephora .. had dinner and chilled with Brianne .. hung out with Danielle to "study for sociology" haha .. didnt end up studying at all lol .. been hanging out with Joe as much as possible cuz of his stupid job lol .. and working working working .. I got in late last night cuz me and Joe had a big talk so I didn't go to class today cuz I was sleepy .. chilled with Joey today .. now I'm gonna do some homework .. peace
Current Mood: blah

Feb. 17th, 2005 @ 12:15 pm

So on Valentine's Day .. I decided to make him dinner cuz I got him this cute cake from acme that was heart shapped and it was so nice so I couldn't just have a cake without dinner lol so I made him ziti cuz he likes it and he loves garlic bread with mozzarella cheese melted on it so I made that too .. then I put 2 candles on the table and turned off the light but it was too dark so I added more and more candles and eventually ended up with like 20 candles haha .. mostly just the little votive ones but some of the long ones haha .. it looked so funny .. so he came over and we ate and it was really romantic .. then we enjoyed the chocolate covered strawberries hehe .. he got me a bouquet of roses, chocolate and a card.  It was a really really nice day :)

On another happy note .. me and Joey finished planning our trip to florida!! We were gonna go July 11-15 but then I realized that I'm going to LBI with Brianne the 16-23 so I wouldnt have time to work in between coming back from florida and going to LBI so I'd be broke .. so we decided to go June 27 - July 1 .. which came out so much cheaper! For the flight and the same hotel it was $569 in July and $439 in June .. so that made me really excited .. then .. for 2 days at seaworld for both of us it was $238 in July and in June its $120 for both of us for 2 days .. how hot is that? Then he wants to go on this Dolphin Encounter boat tour thingy .. so we got that too hehe .. were both so freakin excited hehe .. so we saved it at expedia.com lol and now we just gotta wait for our tax returns to come in so we can book it hehe. 

So lately I've been working all day .. my routine is like the same every day during the week .. classes from 8-10:50 .. work from 11:30-5:30 .. hang out with Joe from 5:30 til 9:30 when I get ready for bed lol .. I just can't wait for the semester to be over .. I have a 4 page sociology paper due March 1 so once I get that over with it's just a paper for health and for english but it turned out to be the same topic (why american's dont get enough sleep lol) so I can write one paper for both .. yay.

I can't wait to get paid next week .. my check today is going to pay my car payment then next week I'm gonna get my system installed with that pay check hehe .. finally! its not like its been sitting in my trunk since October lol .. and since I got another amp but then was told that the one I have is supposedly really good .. so one is gonna go to my subs and the other to my speakers .. so it should sound really good hehe

 

pictures )

Current Mood: excited
Current Music: Atreyu - You Give Love A Bad Name

Feb. 13th, 2005 @ 04:17 pm
Yesterday I worked the dreadful 7-3 .. came home and washed my hair then went up to Carolyn's dorm again. She straightened my hair for me then we went to the dining hall thingy to eat .. came back to her dorm and chilled for a bit then headed to Joe's show at Hamilton St .. got there as he was setting up so I gave him a kiss and said good luck then me and Carolyn wandered around .. he did a really good job .. I was proud of him. After his band was over he walked me to my car and we said goodbye then me and Carolyn went back to Rutgers. We went to the student center cuz Carolyn wanted to eat .. again .. I saw Anna on my way out .. I haven't seen her in months it was so random. Went home soon after that where I got into my pajamas and into bed and waited for my babyyyy .. he came over around 11 and we cuddled and talked for a bit .. he left a little after midnight and I fell asleep like two seconds later .. got up today at 6:30 again to go to work ..

I'm so excited cuz I figured out what I'm gonna do for Joey for Valentine's day .. woo hoo
Current Mood: restless

haha bored and procrastinating ... Feb. 11th, 2005 @ 11:10 pm
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